I haven't written much, under just me.
I have been down and out with this flu or cold whatever it is. It has been a good week of feeling really awfull. There are times I don't have the energy to think straight, it is most frustrating to feel so weak and useless. Yet, I hear God speaking loudly to me, as I do sit and read his word and do rest. I just have to get over the guilt of doing nothing. I don't know why I don't feel good unless I manage to do something productive during the day. I guess that is in all of us. All I want is to feel better, yet each day seems to be a battle, and the battle hits hard at night, when all I do is try to sleep and have to cough every few seconds. It is very exhausting. I hope that today will be better and the beginning of a full recovery. Getting to worn out to want to do anything.
I have taken the time to listen to some of my favorite hymns this morning and I am enjoying that very much so. I hate missing church, but I did sort of have my own time with God this morning, so that is good.
