Sunday, November 15, 2009

Sick

I haven't written much, under just me.
I have been down and out with this flu or cold whatever it is. It has been a good week of feeling really awfull. There are times I don't have the energy to think straight, it is most frustrating to feel so weak and useless. Yet, I hear God speaking loudly to me, as I do sit and read his word and do rest. I just have to get over the guilt of doing nothing. I don't know why I don't feel good unless I manage to do something productive during the day. I guess that is in all of us. All I want is to feel better, yet each day seems to be a battle, and the battle hits hard at night, when all I do is try to sleep and have to cough every few seconds. It is very exhausting. I hope that today will be better and the beginning of a full recovery. Getting to worn out to want to do anything.
I have taken the time to listen to some of my favorite hymns this morning and I am enjoying that very much so. I hate missing church, but I did sort of have my own time with God this morning, so that is good.

6 comments:

  1. :)
    I do pray you get better soon. It is exhausting. Still, I'm sure glad you was home today, and I'm glad you had a good morning. Thanks for a great dinner.
    ♥♥♥

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  2. Its funny, I seem to perk up during the day, but the night time just about kills me. Last night was pretty rough. I am going to see Dr. Bell at 10:30, just for a note and maybe some new ventolin inhalers, that seemed to calm it the most. I went to do one more, but the box said expires in 2004, and kind of scared me, I did not want to expire by using it!

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  3. I hope you get better, and I will be praying for you!!

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    I'm glad you could sleep last night.

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  5. I am so happy for a not too much broken sleep, haven't had that in .... I don't know when.
    I am shaking from the neb, but I think I am feeling better, my chest is not so heavy now. Thanks for your prayers.

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